Vocal Nodules – Preparing to go silent

I’ve been having voice problems for a long time; I lose my voice all the time. It’s been going on for more than 3 years, actually.

I’ve finally been diagnosed with vocal nodules.

The nodules are benign, nothing dangerous, but I have some trouble speaking and it’s getting worse. Now I’ve started coughing and experiencing a lot more discomfort.

I’m pre-scheduling a long period of silence in August. No speaking whatsoever. I should start it sooner, but I have too many commitments with the Niagara Jazz Festival. I’ll be speaking as little as possible between now and the festival, then taking a proper silent retreat once it’s finished.

So that’s my summer! Don’t expect me to be very social for the next while. See you in the fall.

Asgardia – I’m running for Parliament!

Dear friends, acquaintances, and strangers,

I’ve been involved with Asgardia since December and have a recently decided to run for Parliament. I’d like to share some information with you, encourage you to join, and welcome your votes! Voting ends on Wednesday and it only takes a minute to sign up and cast your votes.

What is Asgardia?

Asgardia is the first-ever space nation; it’s a global, unifying, humanitarian project and it’s open to everyone. Asgardia’s objects are:

  • to ensure the peaceful use of space
  • to protect the Earth from space hazards
  • to create a demilitarized and free scientific base of knowledge in space
  • the long-term objective of setting up habitable platforms in space

When you apply for citizenship and agree to the Constitution, you will become a pioneer in the first ever space nation. Connect with Asgardia to join a global community of like-minded space and science visionaries, forging a new future in space together.

Sign Up

The birth of this new space nation really has incredible potential. There are already nearly 200K people from around the world who have signed the constitution and become citizens. (You don’t have to give up your existing citizenship and it doesn’t cost anything.) It just takes a minute. Click “Become an Asgardian” and once you’ve accepted the constitution, you’ll be able to vote:

Vote for me…

and my colleagues!

Those of you who know me know that I’ve always been a “people mover” so when I started to become excited about the potential for shaping an incredible new nation, I immediately thought of other excellent people I know who could also make a positive contribution. Follow these links to vote for us:

 

Mandi Gould

Everyone who knows me knows that I’m the person who gets things done. I know how to mobilize people and how to finish through on large and long-term projects. I’m already working intimately with Asgardia and look forward to taking it to the next level.

Vote for Mandi Gould – click here

 

Geoffrey Holmes

With a background in law enforcement training as well as a lifelong passion for space and science, Geoff is the perfect fit for Parliament.

Vote for Geoffrey Holmes – click here

 

Sing Yuen Lim

Not only is Sing an incredible project coordinator and diplomat, she also has an extensive global network and brings a strong connection to many communities across Asia.

Vote for Sing Lim – click here

Leah Dale

Leah’s background in health and safety, veteran affairs, and case work combined with her dedication and hard working attitude will be an asset for Asgardia.

Vote for Leah Dale – click here

 

 

 

 

I hope that you’ll join Asgardia, the potential for the future is really exciting, and thank you for your votes!

 

 

 

 

 

The Collapse of World Lindy Hop Day

It is with deep regret that I’ve shared the information of the collapse of World Lindy Hop Day 2015 in Rome.

http://worldlindyhopday.com/romecancelled/

Many people have been let down by what has happened. Many people are looking for answers, and frankly deserve them. I swear by diplomacy and do not want to perpetuate drama, but for the people who have been wronged by what has happened I will share what I can of this debacle.

BACKGROUND INFORMATION

Since Mabel Lee’s accident in June, this has been a terrible year for the world of Lindy Hop. It’s been a series of bad news, and World Lindy Hop Day in Rome is another terrible scandal.

The WLHD concept was originally my friend and fellow event organizer, Sing Lim’s idea. It was meant as a follow up to Frankie 100. The event was intended to continue for years to come as a way to honour Frankie by turning his birthday into something beyond just celebrations within the Lindy Hop community. It was meant to grow and travel around the world and become something bigger, much like World Tap Day is celebrated on Bill Robinson’s birthday.

Sing and I were both part of the global selection committee that awarded WLHD to Rome at the end of the summer of 2014. The committee included dancers and instructors from around the world and she and I were the co-chairs.

The strongest application was put in by Ryan Francois and Silvia Palazzolo. It was a very close race between Rome and one other city, but after a lot of difficult deliberation, Rome received the bid. While the other city also had a great deal of organizational experience like Silvia’s, a large part of that final decision was made because of Ryan Francois’ involvement.

Based on the information we had, the application, Palazzolo’s track record as an event organizer, and Ryan Francois’ involvement at the time of the application process, this was not only a reasonable choice, but the best one. There was no way to predict this implosion.

Unfortunately, shortly after the decision was announced, I began to receive messages from people who had a lot of information about Silvia’s event organizing that I wish I’d been made aware of before the selection process. I began to learn that Silvia had a long track record of not paying instructors or bands.  Most of these instructors were too embarrassed to say or do much about it, so other instructors did not receive warning and continued to fall under the same scam, not only being denied payment but also losing money out of pocket for their own flights which they were supposed to be paid back for. This extended not only to the younger generation of dancers and bands, but also to senior citizens from our dance world who should be have been honoured and treated with deep respect and grace.

I received an anonymous tip through the WLHD website from someone in Italy who described this history. I was later contacted Meschiya Lake herself who let me know that she and her band had never been paid for one of their previous gigs. This was of course more than troubling, but I didn’t know what to do. Silvia had put on a lot of events, and we could only giver her the benefit of the doubt… Particularly with Ryan involved, we were sure it would be ok.

When we created the WLHD idea, we thought we would be able to award the bid to a different city each year and that after a rigorous application process, we would be able to find trustworthy and reliable event organizers who would run an event. We never had the capacity to micro-manage (or even macro-manage) an event remotely. Myself and Sing were the most involved of all the selection committee, but we had already given up our lives last year to run Frankie 100. We never anticipated that we’d have to step into someone make sense of the drama that was about to unfold.

In January, after Snowball in Stockholm, the problems really became apparent. Ryan Francois reached out to Sing and me to tell us about his struggles over many months with an increasing amount of drama, lies, and confusion working with Silvia. He was embarrassed because he realized the responsibility he had taken on in teaming with Silvia for such an important event, but working with Silvia was ruining his life. I still can’t even begin to understand the complexities of what went on, and that’s Ryan’s story to tell, not my own. But I will say that I saw enough confusing correspondence and strange emails that Ryan shared with me to know that there was something really unhealthy going on and that it was being directed by Silvia.

Ryan made the difficult decision to leave the event. This was a very hard choice for him, but there was no way that they could work together. It did not make sense for him to run an event in Italy on his own, so if the event were to go on it would have to continue being run by Silvia.

To be clear, Ryan Francois ended his involvement with WLHD Rome officially in January as he felt that he could not work with Silvia Palazzolo. He is not responsible for what has happened.

I now very much regret that the event wasn’t cancelled at that time. I take responsibility for being a big part in encouraging the event to still take place. I kept thinking about the people who had bought non-refundable plane tickets and booked hotels. I’ve run Lindy Hop events of all sizes and I thought that surely Silvia could hold a 200 person event on her own, with her Italian committee, even without Ryan.

Everything seemed to settle down and I didn’t hear anything for a long time. No news should have been good news, or so I thought. I trusted that the event organizer would be doing what event organizers do – rallying her team and getting the job done.

Unfortunately, all the event planning that should have been taking place did not come to fruition. Despite all of the problems we’d heard about, we still wanted to give Silvia Palazzolo the benefit of the doubt. We see now that we were unrealistic about the goals of having World Lindy Hop Day travel around the world. I understand the folly in that now. So much can go wrong when you rely on external forces, particularly when we were putting it under the banner of an “official” event. We are not the Olympics. We don’t have dedicated resources to pull that sort of thing off. We’ve learned that the hard way now and have since disbanded the WLHD bid.

We did try to help Silvia. We reached out to her to see if we could support her in some way like publishing the schedule if there was one. Instead, she kept saying that she would update everything herself but every time we checked with her, it still hadn’t changed. The truth of the matter is that she has dug herself into a hole. She had been trying to pretend that there is an event to save, but there was nothing there. Silvia is upset with me and Sing for “convincing her to cancel the event” but it is more accurate to say that we finally persuaded her to come to terms with the fact that there was no event that can be salvaged.

I’ve been speaking with Chazz Young this week. When he learned about the event being cancelled he was so sad and disappointed that he turned down other opportunities as an honoured guest at other events marking his father’s birthday. He hadn’t heard anything from Silvia for months and had hoped the event would still happen. He has always had somewhere to go for his father’s birthday weekend so it would be a first for him to have no place to go. I’m so proud and grateful that my dance community, Toronto, was able to arrange for a last minute place for him at our local event.

I’m thankful that Norma Miller had the keen sense to see that something was amiss a few months ago and drop out herself. I feel terrible for the other instructors who were also left in the dark, along with the registrants.

My heart is broken by what I’ve seen. It’s not fair for people, particularly the paid registrants, to be left in the dark about what’s going on. I have never witnessed this level of disregard in our community. Though this was not my event, as someone who helped intimately with the WLHD selection process, I feel terrible for what has happened.

I am so sorry for the inconvenience and monetary loss that this is going to cause a lot of people. The dance community in Rome is very upset by what is happening. They are not involved and as a community, we should not think poorly of Rome. There are people on the ground there who are trying to pull together some dances for the people who will be there over the May 22-24th weekend.

*May 13th, 8:31pm. At this time, many people have reached out to me privately to tell me their personal stories and experiences. I believe that Silvia is extremely unwell and needs to seek some serious help for what what is surely pathological lying. I am not here to re-share stories that are not mine to tell, but I understand that a lot of people have been seriously wronged over the years. I only wish that I’d known this sooner. A lot of drama and damage could have been avoided.

**Many people are reaching out to me privately to tell me their stories of wrongdoing. The damage has been long and extreme. Because this is proving to be so extensive including cases of real fraud, I am going to help by collecting testimonials from whoever would like to add their voice to the list of what’s been done. If you have been one of the many victims, you can email me your statement: mandi@mandigould.com. I ask that you do not send it to me by FB message and email me instead, or you can leave a post here on the blog.

***May 17th Important Update: There is an update to the World Lindy Hop Day in Rome cancellation situation. Here are 3 statements made by Ryan Francois, Marcus Koch, and Katerina, a member of the Italian team: https://zootman43.wordpress.com/

****Statement from the Frankie Manning Foundation: http://www.frankiemanningfoundation.org/statement-by-the-frankie-manning-foundation-concerning-world-lindy-hop-day-2015/

Other dance options from the Roman dance community for people who will still go to Rome will be listed here:

https://www.facebook.com/groups/romanlindyhoppers/ and updates to the schedule listed here: https://www.facebook.com/bunny.donowitz/media_set?set=a.851158161644729.1073741834.100002516581581&type=3&__mref=message_bubble

SOLD – Folding Bike for Sale – Toronto or St. Catharines

soldDahon folding bike from Mountain Equipment Co-op for sale.

This is the previous model of the MEC Origami bicycle.

This is a compact, high quality folding bicycle bought at the end of the 2012 season. I rode it for one season in 2013 when I was working in Toronto. I would ride it to the bus terminal, put it on the bus, and then use it again when I got to Toronto.

Now that I don’t work in Toronto any more I don’t need it as I also have another regular bike. It was in storage for the entire 2014 season. It’s hardly been used and is in excellent condition.

This bike was original $650+ and has hardly been used. Folding bikes can get expensive so this is a steal at $350.

The specs according to MEC are:

  • Centre hinge allows lightweight aluminum frame to fold back on itself.
  • 20 x 1.5in. tires provide plenty of cushioning.
  • ProMax V-brakes are powerful and easy to maintain.
  • Nexus 8-speed internal hub allows rider to change gears whether pedalling or not. Gear range suits most city riding.
  • Folded size is approximately 34 x 67 x 64cm (13.3 x 26.1 x 25in.).
  • Adjusts to fit riders from 125 to 188cm (4ft. 10in. to 6ft. 2in.).
  • Designed to support a maximum weight of 105kg (230lb.).
  • Seatpost telescopes into the frame.
  • Handlebars telescope and fold flat.
  • SunTour pedals fold against crank when not in use.
  • Comes with a canvas carrying case, fenders, and a rear rack.
  • Manufactured by Dahon to MEC specifications.
WEIGHT11.9kg (One Size Fits All)
FRAMEDahon R-series custom-drawn 7005 aluminum
FORKDahon Integrated
STEMDahon Folding
SEATPOSTBioLogic w/pump
HEADSETDahon Fusion+
HANDLEBARSDahon Flat
GRIPS/TAPEVelo Ergo
BRAKESProMax V (V-brake rim)
BRAKE LEVERSProMax V aluminum
SHIFTERSShimano Nexus Revo
DERAILLEUR (FRONT)N/A
DERAILLEUR (REAR)N/A
CRANK + RINGSDahon aluminum
BOTTOM BRACKETDahon
PEDALSSuntour folding
HUB (FRONT)Dahon Mini
HUB (REAR)Shimano Nexus 8-speed
CASSETTEDahon 13T
CHAINKMC Z410
SPOKESStainless
RIMSDahon aluminum
TIRESDahon Roulez 20 x 1.5in.
COLLARDahon Covert
SADDLEDahon Comfort

**If you’d like to learn more about the bike, a guy wrote a great blog post about it here.

 

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Lindy Hop Philosophy

For many years I’ve been saying that following in Lindy Hop all comes down to just a few key principles. This weekend, my pal Krister prompted me to actually define what those principles are. So here it goes.

***THIS IS JUST MY PERSONAL PHILOSOPHY. TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT. It’s evolved over the years and will likely evolve some more. I also think that most of these principles apply to leaders as well.

Mandi’s Key Themes of Following in Lindy Hop

1. Momentum – To me, Lindy Hop is all about grounded momentum. The breakaway in to an open, stretchy position is really what started to define Lindy Hop at the end of the 1920s and still does today. The stretchy momentum of swingout-type shapes is really what defines the overall feeling of Lindy Hop. Followers should keep moving through the direction that the leader creates.

2. Elasticity – The dance should feel stretchy. Delay to make sure you’re actually responding to the lead and use that delay to ground yourself so that you can snap/release and achieve momentum through the elasticity of the dance. You aren’t supposed to be a mind reader. Don’t move because you “know” you’re supposed to. Move because you’ve actually felt a lead that you’re responding to it in a stretchy, elastic kind of way.

3. Grounding – Lindy Hop should drive from the legs. Power with the lower body. Push through the floor to transfer your weight from one entire leg to the next. Strive for balance and grounding and fight the contemporary temptation to float across the floor. Work those legs and use the floor.

4. Rhythm – Every movement and shape has a rhythm. Seek it out and find the fun in all rhythms, from basic triple steps to more sophisticated variations. Without rhythm there would be no Lindy Hop.

5. Posture/Core/Frame* – Seek good lines and posture through what a lot of people call “frame*” but not at the expense of your grounding and not with a rigid upper body. Don’t pull upward to the point where you’re starting to dance “up” – you want to have good posture while also staying in to the ground. Your upper body should be open and ready to respond to your lead in a flexible, loose, absorbing way that catches your core without your arms interfering. *I’d like to find a different word than “frame” which is more appropriate for ballroom dancing but I haven’t found a word I like better yet. 

6. Followers should drop the weight of their connected arm – The connection a follower creates should be equal to or less than what the leader creates. Respond to the level of connection that the leader is setting and start at a “zero” connection (dropped arm) so that you’re sensitive enough to feel the intensity of what the leader is setting. Respond by connecting through your core and your shoulders, not by pushing, pulling or flexing arm muscles. (As a follower I might choose to increase my connection under certain circumstances like when I want to let my partner know something or I want to use them for something very intentional. See bonus #8. But that’s an exception and most of the time my connection would be lighter or equal to the leader’s.)

7. Be in the moment – My overall philosophy of following is be in the moment, or even behind the moment. Don’t care about what’s coming next, enjoy and squeezing out where you are right in the instant.

And I’m going to actually add a #8:

8. SPIRIT > TECHNIQUE – Lindy Hop, at its root, is a raw and wild dance. Don’t let all of the contemporary analytical stuff spoil the spirit of the dance. Lindy Hop should be a conversation, not a lecture. Follow… But not too much. Not so much that all you’re doing is hanging on for the ride. I believe that followers should assert their voices and not let #1-7 prevent us from playing an active role in the dance… In fact, there should be times when you throw #1-7 out the window because the music overrides “good” following technique. Connecting with the music is just as important (more important?) than being a “good” follower. Find your voice and self expression and use it to influence and contribute to the dance!

This is just my personal philosophy; there are no right or wrong ways to dance the Lindy Hop. Take what you like, try it, and put the rest in your back pocket to try out again in the future. Your dancing will continue to change and evolve and what doesn’t work for you today might appeal to you some time in the future.

Have fun and happy swingouts!

Mandi

Mediterranean Cruise – Trip Planning

medseaI love being a nerd. We’re leaving on our trip tomorrow and I’ve just created these maps.

The following maps have tags for all of the things I might like to see, or restaurants I might like to visit, while in each city. I’m the kind of person who likes to have good options laid out in advance, but then can feel free to wing it based on where the wind blows me on the day of the trip. We’ll have 3.5 days in Rome, one day in Athens, 1.5 days in Istanbul and one day in Naples.

Our cruise has 2 other stops but I think we’ll just wing it in those locations which seem to be more straightforward.

DayCruise PortsArriveDepart
12/13/2014SatRome (Civitavecchia), Italy (EMBARK)5:00 PM
12/14/2014SunAt Sea
12/15/2014MonOlympia (Katakolon), Greece8:00 AM4:00 PM
12/16/2014TueAthens (Piraeus), Greece7:00 AM5:00 PM
12/17/2014WedEphesus (Kusadasi), Turkey8:00 AM6:00 PM
12/18/2014ThuIstanbul, Turkey1:00 PM
12/19/2014FriIstanbul, Turkey8:00 PM
12/20/2014SatAt Sea
12/21/2014SunAt Sea
12/22/2014MonNaples, Italy8:00 AM6:00 PM
12/23/2014TueRome (Civitavecchia), Italy (DISEMBARK)5:00 AM

Rome – 3.5 Days:

Athens – 1 Day:

Istanbul – 1.5 Days:

Naples – 1 Day:

#Damzels20th

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#damzels20th with Frankie Manning, 2008

The Damzels in this Dress 20 year anniversary is coming up! In honour of this amazing milestone, I thought I’d start a page devoted to the dresses that I’ve loved and word proudly from their collection since 1998.

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#damzels20th with Frankie Manning, 2008
DamzelsBarcode
An oldie but a goodie! A birthday dress, photo taken during my dance jam. Circa 1999. #damzels20th
DamzelsBarcode2
An oldie but a goodie! A birthday dress, photo taken during my dance jam. Circa 1999. #damzels20th
DamzelsCabaret
#damzels20th photo taken in 2008, dress is originally from maybe 2002?
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This is a Damzels skirt that I’m wearing while teaching with #FrankieManning in 2006. The skirt is probably orignally from 2000ish? #Damzels20th
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#Frankie100 fashion show in New York City, May 2014! #damzels20th
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#Frankie100 fashion show in New York City, May 2014! #damzels20th
DamzelsHalloween
A Damzels dress integrated as part of my Halloween costume in 2008. #Damzels20th
DamzelsMoscow
The Damzels making an appearance in Moscow, dancing in front of the Kremlin! Circa 2003. #damzels20th
Being flousy in Herrang, 2007. #Damzels20th
Being flousy in Herrang, 2007. #Damzels20th

Summer 2014 Highlights

It’s September 5th and a scorcher outside, but by the school calendar summer is over.

This summer I used July to recover from closing and passing on the studio. I was able to get in to Toronto for some social visits and enjoyed going to Canada’s Wonderland with Bryan and eating doughnuts with Laura. Zoey came and spent a few days with us which was nice.

In August, Geoff and I took a trip to Cedar Point amusement park which was quite fun. Even more exciting was the visit to the fabulous Greenfield Village and Henry Ford Museum. I can’t believe I’ve never gone before! It’s fabulous. So much so that Geoff is there again this weekend for an old car show where the cars are from 1931 or earlier. I’ll join him next year.

Then it was the first Niagara Jazz Festival. It was a wonderful event and I’m excited to be a part of what I’m sure will be a growing and prosperous festival in the years to come. It was nice of Chachi to come and help out.

Finally, last weekend I attended Swing Out New Hampshire. This is a really great camp. Sadly, I got the blues while I was there, but the camp is wonderful and I highly recommend it. I also really enjoyed zipping in to Boston for the day with my new pal, Melvin.

Life Update

Yesterday I signed the termination agreement and finalized the settlement; 750 Yonge is no more. I’m completely burned out and won’t be dealing with much of anything for a while. I have 70 emails that I haven’t abandoned but can’t bring myself to deal with yet so if you’re waiting to hear from me, I thank you for your continued patience. My next step is to wrap up a bunch of accounting and organize my home space. Other than that, I won’t be making any major decisions until later this summer.

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